Anniversary....

Today is my ex-girlfriend's birthday. Without fail i will send her greetings and wishes in hope that she will have a better year and also the best of everything. At the stroke of 12am my message will be sent and this has not changed even after we parted for 2 years.

Our story is like those drama that you see in those serials. We were together for 4.5 years, like all couples we were happy and cherished each other but all these ended abruptly and it was not due to either party but was forced by certain circumstances. We should be legally married by now if we are still together as it was in our plan to settle down by now.
I received a reply which says, "Who are you? BTW thank you." after my i sent my birthday wishes. True enough, it was rather sad to see that i was forgotten but on the other hand i feel that its good for her too. No point remembering the past, and the impossible. Hence i will not reply nor send anymore SMSes to her as it will only remind her of a sad past.

I received words that she might be seeing someone good as this particular guy knows who i am but i am sorry to say, i am clueless about him. Still, at least she is in good hands and there is nothing more that i can do but to give her my blessings and hopefully whatever happens to us previously doesn't repeat again. I hope the only tears that roll down from her eyes are due to happiness.

I do not know why but until today, there is still a part of me who is unwilling to let her go. Maybe my affection towards her was too deep and it was buried right into the soul of this very living being. I know during that time, no other girl in the world would be able to replace her position in my heart. What a doofus heart i have got, till today it still can't finish the unlearning process.

Fate might have played a trick on us but I feel fortunate to have met and spend a couple of years sharing all my happiness and time with her. I wish to be with her again in our next life and this time round to live and laugh at how silly we both look when we aged.

I need to keep walking on my wooden bridge and stop looking back now. Still.... it brings back fond memories which i will cherish till the day i breathe my last breath of air.


"Dearest Yen Rong,
May the Gods grant you an infinite bliss. Never to be sad nor need to be worried. Blessed with generations who love and respect you. Till your dying bed, you lie with no regrets.

Happy birthday my one and only honey. "


-----> Rubber